Lonely.Sad.

We are all the same right?
We have our own families.
We have our own parents.
We have our own siblings.
We have our own best friends.
We have our own hobbies.
We have our own idols.

But i do not own my own freedom.

I can't do what i want.

It seems like what i need to do is study.
Why are they too worried about me?
I know what i'm going to do to my future.
If i can't, my life will just end up there.

many of my dreams need my to try my "best" to make it come true.
If i can't, I won't be able to live.work. in Japan.
to meet the best Hey!Say!JUMP.Arashi.NewS. and so on.
that is also one of my dreams.
to watch their concerts in Japan.
P/S: Arashi 5x10 conerts is NICE! Love♥ their 5x10 album :)

No more cries.. .

SMILE :)

Gonna try to be happy everyday. but i can't.
there's no music.no funny video.no Hey!Say!JUMP.no Arashi.
its kinda boring.lonely. right? :(
that's because my MP4 is rosak.
and i can't buy a new one coz pokai ady :s
no ones gonna buy for me too -.-

Ohkays.. exams is coming up this Friday.
The first subject will be Bahasa Malaysia. kinda love♥ it :)
I enjoy.love♥ writting Bahasa essays. manage myself to get A1!
I forgot the next subject. Physics?
Physics is kinda bored. but if you concentrated to it and answer the questions..
surely can find the answer :) I manage myself to get at least a C or B.
Okays. later gonna do. coz teacher jjust gave us the whole set Diagnostic test.
now is sleeping time!

but no more raining please.
since rainy day is good, i hate summer.hot days.
but rainy day+storm will affect my ADSL.no line at all.

haha yeah!
i've just copy my friend's song track.
is really nice.a beautiful piano song.great.awesome :))
but it seems like a sad song? idk.. hmm is played by a korean artist
it made me feels like "you can't change your mind..." or something.. =.=
but is very nice yeaah! great job.

by the way. i need someone's help. for my blogskin.
i have a lot of trouble about that. i couldn't change the skin i like.
haish.. tengah confusing.. help~

te.tsu.da.tte.o.ne.ga.i.shi.ma.su.

Picture!!!!























Happy belated birthday, Nigel. LOLS!!
my first picture with them. -.-
at coocoorom. what a weird name hahas but the environment is nice :D
I saw somebody wrote their wishes in Japanese too! cool. i want it also
they are really good in taking photos ... haha all very pretty!
LOL I'm the one in white tee.

I realised! having a long hair is not that bad too.
i prefer medium long hair. until my neck is okay but not too long.

anyways, exams fighting!

gonna get the new records hahas XD
after exams i believe i can fly.
and. i hope orchestra can sponsor us to go to Sematan. LOL
if can't at least cheaper sikit lah~ haha

Last! Yuuri. I don't think i'm the one who waiting for your reply >o<
please reply me.(if you're the real Chinen Yuuri xD)

and yesh! Aika-chan is back!!^o^/ miss talking with you, Aika-chan! :D
welcome back. great to heard that you ahve facebook too!!! I'm very happy!
I bet I'll met you in Japan someday. hahas just hope so luuu ^^

Kays, time to sleep now.almost in the morning in Japan right now. haha
Good night and sweet dreams.

LOL For those in Japan, have a nice Monday. Ohayou gozaimasu :)