I love you more than I like you

26 February 2010 Friday.

Just came back from add maths tuition lor. Wah! I think I did it! Yeah! About integration, but I only know the basics. The rest teacher has not taught. Well, step by step :) before that I am really really blur. Finally showed some improvement. But just hope that i can really understand how to do it during exam on march. Meng howe pangseh me again. Haish. By the way, teacher always say love love thing to me. Sweat. He say impossible that you don’t have anyone who likes you boh.. lol. Its true loh. My not many cause I am not popular in class and nobody want me. Hahaha he still don’t trusts me. Eeeeeee, or maybe someone likes me but just he didn’t tell others nia. But I prefer handsome + smart one! No, is seriously I love him only. Ahaha guess sure you know who is it lah! He(teacher) still say that why don’t you try to pak toh? Who say I don’t want, just nobody want me nia. Hahahaha. If the person which I wanna paktoh with him, also not in Malaysia bah I think. Haha try another flavor such as a Japanese loh! Since I love Ryosuke so so much. Hees. I LOVE YOU, Dar.

I love you more than I like you.

GOSH!!

Viewed "eng tao"'s facebook profile just now and made me jealous! sweat. Damn zzzzz. I didn't know he went to London last year's school holiday. Around Nov or Dec i think. OMG And CNY's holidays go to Taiwan. Together with Ung. Will back here by tomorrow. So I'm now waiting for the present from Ung lor. haha! And i saw he wrote something " I saw Super Junior" at Taipei's airport". Hoi, made people jealous only. Grrrrr.

I feels like, gonna save more money for the year I'm going to Japan. Ops Japan again! Anissa's friend just came back from Japan.(her friend that's from Lodge School) Her friend went to Tokyo's Disney Land. OMG And bought some lollipop from there to give to Anissa and her friends. I just want it! Beh song. I'll save money liao. But my ang pao that less only wor how to save till THOUSAND or HUNDRED THOUSAND leh?! LOL After SPM can not tiok National Service. Then I can go take part time job liao, till results released, continued my job then......................... lol

Hmph! When it's my chance to go to Japan, I'll also upload many many photos! Hmph! My TOP favorite places will be...... 1st of course is Japan one lor, then Paris! Yah! I love Paris :) Then Taiwan? o.o I don't think I would like to travel to Korea. LOL Nothing special. chieeee~ Japan the most interesting place, the next one will be Hong Kong. heeees RIGHT!? Hahahah. Ummm Don't have money, I wanna go traveling all around the world. That's one of my dream also :) But must be richer first baru can go.


Hey Japan Here I am!!! Ung, still waiting for your present. Wonder that do you saw Super Junior yesterday huh? lol they will be having concert at KL lor. haha so nice hoh we can't go. someone study at KL cannot go see their Super Show lor. wahahhaha. Good then XD

Miss Ung Ung so so much. The days she's not at school is damn boring loh. No mood study. heehees. Tomorrow she'll be with us. Hooray and bring some present to us Hooray! Welcome back!

And byebye sis. Go back to your KL lah. sheeeeesh. Ung come back sis go back KL.  sayonara Hmph~

School tomorrow!

Oh my goodness! School start by tomorrow! I hate it. Gonna wake up soooo early again. And, start from February will be no holidays at all. Except school holidays on March. Booooo. So late and only one week holiday nia. Beh song leh. zzzzzzz.

By the way, the Pigg. heehees.

hahahahah. Is it nice? I used the coupon and get the Time Machine to get there.

A lots of game. Hahahaha. love love

Oh yeah! Can't stop screaming! Tell you what, Hitomi no Screen's PV has been uploaded on YouTube! Not only PV, making of the PV is OUT already too >.< But they have not upload to YouTube only I think. Sheeeeesh. heehees Yay! I've been waiting for it since last year. Waiting for their next single. Cause due to Ryosuke's drama, they are going to make a song. They are really busy. After concert 2009-2010, then Hidarime, then make a single for the drama, after that is having concerts AGAIN! Shit, I cannot go! I've been waiting for soooooooooooooo long ady. Please let me go :( LOL Invite me and let me be VIP hahaha Just kidding anyway....


Watch their PV just now, my ideas are coming out but I forgot already. Hmmmmm..

是有一直在想，他们那么年轻又已经找到那么棒的工作，那我呢？我很想现在，马上，立刻知道当我到20岁的时候是在干嘛的。要是到了日本呢？我会做什么？一直在想凉介的事情。就让我当一次公主好吗？如果我是他梦寐以求的“某某人”那该多好呢？他真的是女性当中所谓的白马王子啊！我一直做梦，一直做梦（当然啦，做白日梦啦），如果我有机会和他拍戏那该有多好啊！话说不可能，如果实现了呢？不过，听了都被人偷笑的。莫名其妙吧，哈哈！我这种贫民只能看着虚拟的他，当然Friendster, YM, Facebook的他也一样（因为只能碰到假的，要知道是否是真的也很困难）。可以出现在我面前吗？能够和你保持连络我已经感到很满足了。可是到现在，要跟他讲个话都难。我觉得他有点恐怖。很像是那种不想采人的人。知念君还是最棒了！唉，快啦！我很怀念以前和你一起聊天，在一起的那美好时光！Come back to me. :(

Yesterday going to Chii Woei's house. Cause having BBQ at his house.
Hmmm. Quite fun :) Take a lots of photos.

I'm the one who wear purple's tee. hahhaha. Too small can't see. Hehes
Is nice :)

Sigh* Is going to school by monday. sienz lor.
no more online. Sister is going back to KL by Wednesday.
Entertainer is missing start from that Wednesday lo.
Boooooooo. So bored. SIENZ TO THE MAX! :(

I HATE SCHOOL!
One more holidays please. haha.
let's celebrate CNY again. LOL
so fast CNY is over. boooooooo. >.<

Hmm. That's it! Heehees. Sheeeesh. I haven't take enough photo papa ady say wanna go home! Sheeeessh. A have not been a photographer yet. I thought can take photo with cousin one but finally CANNOT! This is a kind of  PITY! But I really enjoyed their mee. Is really nice!!! I'm really really hungry right now. 

Yep! That's it! Love shaped chili sos. hahahas cacat one. Before add in chili sos still thinking of what should i write. Ryosuke?? haha but aaiii don't want la. I don't eat darling. LOL! Love sign la. hahahah.

Yeah. Tomorrow is going out to a place called青山岩. We go there every Chinese New Year :)  Is quite far from our house lor. So tomorrow we are going to wake up at 5. Yes, XIAO! *sigh* Daddy leh. Cause it will take a long time to go there. I'll download many songs and transfer to my phone, then i'll be not so lonely and bored. My sister already copied her favorite songs into pendrive and listen inside the car while on the way the there. lol. sama geng la. haha. Gonna prepare for it. I'm going to take many photos at there. hehe. Cousin will go also. haha yeah. Let's take pictures together! Tomorrow I will be a PRO photographer! haha.  My sister no skill one. LOL Paiseh*

Uh. This will be the worst chinese new year. why? Because i didn't have much fun. *sigh. I regret that i did not go to friend's house bai nian. haha. Cause it seems fun! :) But i'm sure that i'll go to the BBQ Party ya! Whatever if you guys ignored me. I will just sit there and sms to someone and listen to my songs. HAHAHAH. I know that i'm very easy to be forgotten. I'm always alone. *sigh* Unger going to Taiwan liao. Wish to get some nice presentS from her after she came back to Kuching. hehehees. I haven't ask her that what present i want. I want a BAG. haha. Earings also nice la but most of my earings that i've bought always disappear. haha. Anyway, have fun in Taiwan. :)

Cya, minna!

Going to delete all pictures inside the camera.

Add in some HSJ's picS and songs. heehees

Bai Bai.

农历新年初一！

Fu~nnn! What a boring Chinese New Year. Nothing special at all. zzzzz First thing going to do is go to temple. haha. Yes, I'm Buddhist. haha. Then just go back home. I stayed at home watching Yamadatarou(Nino + Sho punya drama). Mum called me go out baru go with them.

那个灯太美了，加上好多粒橙才拍下来。来哦，来哦！来拜拜哦！

其实朋友与我又约，说今晚会来我家拜年的，结果放我飞机。原来是被韩剧给迷住了！！她看的居然是什么美男的！我不觉得哪里好看的咯~没兴趣。明天会来了吧？她说穿和服给我看！哈哈哈。好，我会很期待的！明天将会去朋友家拜年。是连续一家一家拜访的咯。人数那么多的话，济得进才怪。哇，不过我有点懒得要去可是又不去不行的那种。哈，我想去妈妈的亲戚那里拜年，因为我最爱吃妈妈的妹妹煮的东西。哈哈哈！

 

  

 从庙里回家的路途中。。。哈哈哈

 

在我家外面的烟花。除夕夜的烟花还漂亮吧？满天是漂亮的烟花，几臭一下的（臭烟味）。

 

 不过我挺喜欢仰望着天空看烟花的滋味，那种气氛，一年一次啊！啊，初一就这么完了？几快一下的咯。放慢一点啦。唉~

除夕夜！

Hey there! Today's Chi Xi Ye :) Just finished cleaning our house. Damn tired one lor and fun. Played "ice skating". hahaha No la.  And we just came back from grandma's house ate Tuan Yuan Fan :D Yum Yum* Still waiting for the firework and tomorrow! OSHYOUGATSU!  Its so fast that Chinese New Year will be tomorrow. haha. I wish that Chinese New Year won't be ended by that fast. I still not ready to go to school. Its like very sienz going to school. I'm still not ready for the SPM yet. Now watching Metantei EYE. Heehee. Still airing on NTV. 帅的咯。

Now already can hear the boom boom sound. The fireworks lah. SHUT UP! Tengah online don't disturb me. lol too much money to buy the fireworks etc. haish.

 11/02/2010 (Thursday) :)

Whoa! He received ROSE from someone.(Cause Valentine’s Day is coming up) We don’t know who is it. He don’t wanna tell us. Wow. Wonder who is it OMG!! I didn’t received any present/valentines present. See. How sad. I only received an orange from Jona(hahah CNY mah) and Chupa Chups Lollipop from Kee Fung.. Anyway, thanks^^ I want Forerror Rocher! Both of my friends got it! Gosh. Didn’t share with us. How sad. Hmm, i don’t kow why i always thought that today is Friday?? I was having a lots of fun at school today, thank you friends.And thought that today’s the last day going to school then Chinese New Year liao. Haha maybe because tomorrow i’m not going to school lor. Cheh! Tomorrow better not to come la. Go back at 10 what for come to school wor. 4 periods only. But got important subject la, Biology. Sorry ah teacher i skip your class. Haha. Aiyaa last day liao ma. Happy Chinese New Year everyone!! Chinese new year of the second day is going to friends house. Woohooo. Can’t wait for it anymore X) Aha and i dyed my hair! Heehees. It’s dark burgundy blonde. But my hair is still black in colour. Urrghh. A bit purplish under the sun. haha. Owh! Can’t watch music station!!!! I have tuitionnnnnn! Gyabooooooooo. Shit i wanna watch!!! Arashiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. That day was Hey! Say! JUMPPPPPPPPP missed it too. GRRRRR* MUSIC STATIONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!

9th February Wow~ “Someone” got Chinese New Year cookies from somebody. We all shocked when heard his name been called by the girls who sending the cookies to our class. Ah Pok so loud “WOOHOO”. After that his ear becomes RED. Aii shy mah. Hahaha. Aiseh I don’t have one owh. I bought one for my brother only. No, is sharing the cookies only lah. Haha. 10 pieces RM3. Sheeesh. Never mind la, cuase last year already. Regret that I should buy for my best friend! San Yee! Aigooo stupid. Happy Chinese New Year. I’m sure she’ll be very happy. Hees. ^^ Let’s countdown. Between CNY still left 4 days. Btw, the illusion is really.. grr dammit. It makes me confused anyway. Ah Pok crazy one. He can see the pictures inside the illusion picture. Lol I don’t know how to say lah X) He said “ Really bah! Not imagination!” hahaha. Okay okay, i trust you but tell me how? Hmm whose book is that? Very interesting. Also make people don’t want to read it. Anyway, wish all of my friends have a Happy Chinese New Year & Gong Xi Fa Cai. Ang pao gia lai :P

8^th February

Ops! I over slept today. Usually I wake up at 6 but today I woke up at 6:30 am. I’m like, Oh My GOD! They are coming to pick me to school, I’m late. Haha. Mom’s fault. Cause she will wake me up every morning, but today, she thoughts that I already wake up actually I’m not. I’m still sleeping + dreaming. But she scolded me. What?!! Hmph. Finally daddy picked me up to school. Thanks god papa didn’t go to work today. And! The road is really busy de lor! At the end, I’m still late. The prefects recorded our name cause we were late and we are going to pick rubbish during recess time. Actually I should go to pick also but finally I didn’t go. Hehehe. What for? I’m busy don’t disturb me :P Well, this is my first time lah. Hahaha X]

Chinese New Year is around the corner. Yesterday went to buy CNY clothes. But I can’t find my clothes I like. I can’t find my size. So I’ve bought my clothes this afternoon after school. Gosh, damn expensive one lor. I bought jeans, no short pants. *ggrrrr, I want it! This year punya CNY clothes are expensive than last year onle lor. Cause i really can’t find my favourite clothes which is like darling always wear one. You guys sure don’t know, ahaha. I want fashionable one. But if fashionable is expensive lo. Haish* Never mind. When I’m big got $$$$ I will buy me a branded clothes. Even hand phone (I want NTT DoCoMo + SoftBank..), Laptop(Toshiba), and a lots lah. Until cannot count :P And then going to Japan. Wuahahahahah. Hope so lor. Hard to make it come true. I can make it

Its because CNY is around the corner so I wanna keep fit. I’m getting fatter you know!? Getting fatter and shorter zzzzzz I’ll bring an apple to school, wait! not eat at school during recess time, ish eat inside the car while on the way to home. Haha. But I can’t get to used it. I’M HUNGRY!! I think I can only doing some exercises like playing badminton. But playing badminton is very tired, just awhile only no more energy. Fu~nn! I want to be slim like last yeaaarrrrrrrrrr!!

Wahahahah. 23 of January punya Bahasa punya Rumusan I got highest marks in my tuition class neee. LOL. First time. The Pantun section also. haha. Great job. lol. Keep it up :) Aigooo the Rumusan easy ma cause can find so many Isi. Surely can get full marks. hehehehehe. SPM FIGHTING. :D

Sheeesh. So bored lah the extra class today. Geez. Aha! I'm going to get many ang pao. lol. already decided to go to friends's houses. woohoo. great. And then BBQ! Woohoo! But i dont know how to get there. I meant, my friend's house. They planned to play some games that day. Oh gosh. They said will play balloon by answering Biology question. siao! why chinese new year still need to study. Must enjoy. hahahah. eeeeeeeeeeeeeee, i wanna invite them to my house also leeeerrr. haha.

Anyway, have fun! :) This year will be our last year gathering together LIAO. our sweet memories. hehees.

疲れたああー

Add Maths makes me confused just now. Cause just came back from tuition. Fu~n! Chapter3 is crazy. Gyaahhh grrr* Thanks god the teacher is really good at explanation. So that i can understand. but is still a bit blur blur. haha Is better than school. That malay teacher so lousy! He can't even know how to EXPLAIN! Useless zzzz.

Hey! They looked damn hot up there. Oh my god. I really want their crowns. I thought it's a fake one at first, eeeh but no. it's real one. What I meant is i thought they simply pasted a picture of the crown on their heads. hahaha. Woots. CUTE :3 Even Chii also. He has a new look? His fringe grewn like a girl. Damn kawaii ei~ hahaha really! I always loooove his fringe. Make him look fresh, cute, hot! haha.

Arrgh! I'm busy copying their photos. There are alots!! Yayyy. But so tired lah, i hope they don't take too many pictures on the magazines la. Better i buy all the magazines. But i can't find it somewhere at Kuching, Malaysia lah! Dammit.. I'm already lazy to copy their pictures. Too many. Arghh enough enough! But i can't stop copy them. Gosh. Darling too hot lah. Thousand of their pics inside laptop and anouther PC. Inside my pendrive also. ALOT! haha I want to buy WINKUP magaizne leh. Aigooooo. Ops, Yamadas got SP one. ahaha. cool. Darling~

Wanna sleep ealier cause tomorrow have school again. Extra class for Chinese New Year! So tired lo. then after school got tuition again. see. But it's already late. Maybe tomorrow at tuition class will fall asleep again.

Fuuu~nnn! Finally i've finish copying their pics. Gonna update my blog liao. heheheh.
eee, bring handphone to school tomorrow.
Since there's no sportcheck but i'm still scared. haha
Aiya there will be fine. They bring phone to school everyday also nothing happened.
hahaha. Kay, night and sweet dreams!

Darling♥

Oh yeah~ PPS is working finally. And i'm now watching Darling's new drama. wahah. Hidarime Tantei EYE! :D haha. but they only upload 2 episodes. how sad :( urghh~ Yay. but seriously i don't get it. The story makes me confused. Yumeto still alive? How come? o.o I don't understand. BUT! Darling so damn HOT! Love you♥

Hmph! By the way! Why i online he offline? Gimme a chance i wanna chat with both of them. Darling and Chii. Gosh. But can somebody please tell me, is it they are the fake one? I just can't believe it, but i'm still treat them as the real one. Especially Chii. Aigooo. I wanna find out the real one. but but impossible. gggrrrrrrr* hate it. I know the fake Ryosuke. I've added him. uurggh, fake one, totally fake. sweat la you people. zzzzzzzz

Fu~nnn! Finally i got my Hey!Say!JUMP poster!!! Yahoooo. I haven't stick it on my wall yet. Hooray! Keep smiling :) ehemm.. hmm, i'm still waiting for them. but they still not appear yet. *sigh~ I'll keep waiting for it.

1st February

Osp! Finally February have come. Fu~nn! Sien to the max. and yay for tomorrow! Because sister will come back from KL. Well what I mind is to see my Hey!Say!JUMP’s poster! Hooray! Finally I got their poster. Fu~nn, first poster of JUMP. Cause I only have KAT-TUN poster. Is big enough, the back is Tohoshinki. I don’t really like it. After I got JUMP poster, I think I’m going to stick it on the wall of my room, lol sleep with them together. Lol. Wonder which wallpaper is that on the poster, I hope is the X’mas one. All of them damn hot ! I asked sis is it 10 of them? She don’t know, scared if no Ryosuke I think I’ll cry Q_Q lol kidding. Sure got him right~? Btw, how come Epop also got JUMP? Cause Epop only knows to update those Korean and Taiwanese crazy things. Everyday sure got Super Junior, SS501, TVXQ... until malay people also go and buy, they don’t mind if they don’t understand Chinese. lol this is Chinese version! Gosh, malays cant control themselves ardy. Xiao eh. Crazy about Korean. Even my class also Korean pai. Sienz to the MAX! zzzzz Epop update JUMP’s news recently since I got go and check every Saturday but I didn’t see got any Hey!Say!JUMP. sweat. Urghh, after school tomorrow I’m going to airport. Hehehehees. Elianto! Jump! Laptop! All of my things~ heehees XD