Sigh**** Life is terrible for me right now. I hate my lifestyle. hate hate hate. Especially this year. I have a lot of things to do. YEAH! Study! Oh man, I wish to get out of this age. Cannot tahan anymore. I hate study. I'm stressful. Everyday was thinking of the spm that will I pass pass passsssss? Will I? huh? Why do our parents are like, oh no is "loooove" to compare their children to others?? Right here, I'm a science class student, but I'm 5 science 6. what do you think of the number of six? Is it 6 means that science six's students are stupid, playful, crazy and etc, don't mix with those people who don't want study...? why do our parents need care the number of six so so much? what do u want to do with the number of 6 anyway?? For me, I have learned many things in this class. Thus, our class is better than other classes. We're hardworking though we are bit noisy in class and lazy but its true our class is the BEST! Their results aren't bad, even better than mine! They are strong okay?! But they wouldn't trust me. They only know that if you are behind them your class is like a shit, useless and etc... Seriously I have a lot of good memories in this class! Pissed me off, hish! The parents only know how to scold their children, but actually while the parents were insulting their children, actually the children is like bleeding. It hurts me a lot a lot!! They are really know nothing! Do you understand me? How do u think of my feeling?? Do you care about my feeling??? How do I feel if you keep on insulting me or my class like thattttttt? Do you want to try to being insult by your friend? Now is already April. And you don't even find tuition classes for me. Only BM tuition and add maths tuition classes. Do you think that's enough for me? Don't play play with spm. It will destroy my life! I don't want my life to be destroyed anyway. I have a bad results on my Bio, Chem and Physics. You don't have to complain on it. If you teach me and i still got a bad result, that one I'm sorry. But I learnt my Bio till very late, but I still can't pass bio. not only my class, science 2 until science 5 at least half of the students failed biology. yeah, its useless for me to say too much about it. cuz nobody will trust. sigh. I hate my life. How i wish that I'm a Millionaire. If I'm, surely I'll not be in Malaysia anymore. I will leave you all. How I wish to have my own life in Japan, my own house, car, ANYTHING! Travelling to all over the world. Do whatever I want. But I do not have that ability to do that. My parents never give pocket money to their children habits. So, see.. So I need a part time job to earn money! It makes me jealous when my friend was talking to my friends about money. They are rich. Their pocket money is up to rm100. I envy them. Can buy whatever they want. Eat whatever they want, everything!!! SIGH* Fine. I wish in my next future I'll be a richer as who they are.
Life is good when something nice comes to you.
Life is can be very bad/terrible when you did not work hard to get something you want.
"Work hard" is the only way to achieve something:)
I can do it. I will be fine. SPM is just like a shit, always remember my dreamssssss will come true one day.
peace.
