the end of april :(

Its almost the end of april. today's the last day la. owh so fast huh??!  Oh PC Fair has started by today till 2nd of may. hey, i'm going to buy a mp3. sheeeeesh, since i want a mp4 for so much. haish cuz of money, i can only buy mp3! Hmph! sheeeeesh as long as can use to play songssss enough already. I'm going to buy my OWN handphone too by the way. Its LG Lollipop! hmm still not confirm buy Lollipop GD580 or Lollipop 2. If lollipop 2 already sold in malaysia or available in malaysia i think i will buy. if not i'm going to buy lollipop gd580 lor :( sheeeeeeeeesh depends on how its going on laaa~ I just wanna get itttttttttt! owh~ no money no tok. Hafta wait. sheeeeeeeessh. Nedda part time job anyway. any idea? Teaching? aha! Not high class teacher, just kinder garden teacher or just primary school teacher lah. and! not teaching at school, its a tuition teacher. lmao. I hope so. Btw still long to think about it lah. heehees. hafta wait wait wait. i don't know how long do i need to wait. It seems like im going to wait for 100 years. omg. money money money, why why why? sheeeeeeeeeeessssssh.

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Having lecture at school just now. hmm lecture right? right? haha. From Taylor's College. mmm, I thought it'll be boring but its fun! The lecturer was so funny :) but argh, gonna refresh my brain. So many choices that what course should I take? hmmm design? hahaha but I can tell you that I'm not creative enough. haha.

What's college/university?

• no more SPOON FEEDING
• say BYE to school uniform
• self-discipline
• .................forgot already.

 hey hey hey! see! Dai chan's hair. oh my goddddddddddd.
seriously I don't really like it! Not suit him you know?
He finally dyed his hair. his hair grew longer. oh looks so old lah. haish.
I want the old Dai chan back!
haha maybe before they said that Dai chan totally did not change at all since when their debut.
hahaha but I loooove the old daichan lah!
His smile. Oh! KIRAKIRA!
Inoo chan, haha old old. because of his hair. lmao. the rest ok bah.

Ryosuke! heeheeeeeeeeeesssssssss!
totally fall in love with his photo that he carried a baby.
he looks like a father! so so sweeeeeeeeeeet!
and whose the wife?
I'd like to be his waifuuuuuu. hahaaaaa
Darling love love LMAOOOO
love ya anyway~

Life.

Sigh**** Life is terrible for me right now. I hate my lifestyle. hate hate hate. Especially this year. I have a lot of things to do. YEAH! Study! Oh man, I wish to get out of this age. Cannot tahan anymore. I hate study. I'm stressful. Everyday was thinking of the spm that will I pass pass passsssss? Will I? huh? Why do our parents are like, oh no is "loooove" to compare their children to others?? Right here, I'm a science class student, but I'm 5 science 6. what do you think of the number of six? Is it 6 means that science six's students are stupid, playful, crazy and etc, don't mix with those people who don't want study...? why do our parents need care the number of six so so much? what do u want to do with the number of 6 anyway?? For me, I have learned many things in this class. Thus, our class is better than other classes. We're hardworking though we are bit noisy in class and lazy but its true our class is the BEST! Their results aren't bad, even better than mine! They are strong okay?! But they wouldn't trust me. They only know that if you are behind them your class is like a shit, useless and etc... Seriously I have a lot of good memories in this class! Pissed me off, hish! The parents only know how to scold their children, but actually while the parents were insulting their children, actually the children is like bleeding. It hurts me a lot a lot!! They are really know nothing! Do you understand me? How do u think of my feeling?? Do you care about my feeling??? How do I feel if you keep on insulting me or my class like thattttttt? Do you want to try to being insult by your friend? Now is already April. And you don't even find tuition classes for me. Only BM tuition and add maths tuition classes. Do you think that's enough for me? Don't play play with spm. It will destroy my life! I don't want my life to be destroyed anyway. I have a bad results on my Bio, Chem and Physics. You don't have to complain on it. If you teach me and i still got a bad result, that one I'm sorry. But I learnt my Bio till very late, but I still can't pass bio. not only my class, science 2 until science 5 at least half of the students failed biology. yeah, its useless for me to say too much about it. cuz nobody will trust. sigh. I hate my life. How i wish that I'm a Millionaire. If I'm, surely I'll not be in Malaysia anymore. I will leave you all. How I wish to have my own life in Japan, my own house, car, ANYTHING! Travelling to all over the world. Do whatever I want. But I do not have that ability to do that. My parents never give pocket money to their children habits. So, see.. So I need a part time job to earn money! It makes me jealous when my friend was talking to my friends about money. They are rich. Their pocket money is up to rm100. I envy them. Can buy whatever they want. Eat whatever they want, everything!!! SIGH* Fine. I wish in my next future I'll be a richer as who they are.

Life is good when something nice comes to you.
Life is can be very bad/terrible when you did not work hard to get something you want.

"Work hard" is the only way to achieve something:)


I can do it. I will be fine. SPM is just like a shit, always remember my dreamssssss will come true one day.

peace.

こんばんわ！みどりで～す！




今日のみどり！いかがですか？


紫色が大好きなので、紫色の服を着て





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泣きたい時はやっと泣いちゃった。




「ヤッタ！」っていう、何が幸せなことを発生するの？

手紙？あたしからのファンレターを届くの？そして返事する？




楽勝～　何もしてない。さぁ！勉強に行こう～




キレイ～ＰＩＧＧ！





原宿が大大大好き！





みどり

Happy Add Maths Class:)

Well, just came back from add maths tuition class again. Though I don't really Lydia(L.C) to join our add maths class, but today was quite fun:) why? 1stly I do not know her much, 2nd i feel like teacher only pay attention to her and ignored me:( but slowly, if we talk and know each other better then the class will be very interesting. That's why i always loooove to attend this class although its only 3 of us in the class. haha.

3 of us took teacher's name card away. haha! As a commemorate. Last year liao mah. I like my add maths teacher! You're the best! The way he teach, the way he talk(funny), his cold joke and etc =)


love ya!

Arioka!

Happy 18th birthday to him. The most fashionable Daichan.(oh no, its ryo. haha) awww is already 18. Big brother. lol.

btw, i've already sent the fan letter to Johnny 3 days ago. Im afraid of the stamp problem. lmao. I hope he'll receives my letter soon. I waiting for his reply. oh my god, i scared that he don't reply me back. uuummm. No, he will. heehee!

Poupeegirl

poupeegirl

mama just mentioned that she watched the news on TVBS and saw these! Poupeegirl. Yeah I play these game too heehees :) well is bored anyway. but those osyare japanese love it like hell lol but by the way, why mama tells me this? ah forgot to ask lol. i'm curious. :P