Life.

Sigh**** Life is terrible for me right now. I hate my lifestyle. hate hate hate. Especially this year. I have a lot of things to do. YEAH! Study! Oh man, I wish to get out of this age. Cannot tahan anymore. I hate study. I'm stressful. Everyday was thinking of the spm that will I pass pass passsssss? Will I? huh? Why do our parents are like, oh no is "loooove" to compare their children to others?? Right here, I'm a science class student, but I'm 5 science 6. what do you think of the number of six? Is it 6 means that science six's students are stupid, playful, crazy and etc, don't mix with those people who don't want study...? why do our parents need care the number of six so so much? what do u want to do with the number of 6 anyway?? For me, I have learned many things in this class. Thus, our class is better than other classes. We're hardworking though we are bit noisy in class and lazy but its true our class is the BEST! Their results aren't bad, even better than mine! They are strong okay?! But they wouldn't trust me. They only know that if you are behind them your class is like a shit, useless and etc... Seriously I have a lot of good memories in this class! Pissed me off, hish! The parents only know how to scold their children, but actually while the parents were insulting their children, actually the children is like bleeding. It hurts me a lot a lot!! They are really know nothing! Do you understand me? How do u think of my feeling?? Do you care about my feeling??? How do I feel if you keep on insulting me or my class like thattttttt? Do you want to try to being insult by your friend? Now is already April. And you don't even find tuition classes for me. Only BM tuition and add maths tuition classes. Do you think that's enough for me? Don't play play with spm. It will destroy my life! I don't want my life to be destroyed anyway. I have a bad results on my Bio, Chem and Physics. You don't have to complain on it. If you teach me and i still got a bad result, that one I'm sorry. But I learnt my Bio till very late, but I still can't pass bio. not only my class, science 2 until science 5 at least half of the students failed biology. yeah, its useless for me to say too much about it. cuz nobody will trust. sigh. I hate my life. How i wish that I'm a Millionaire. If I'm, surely I'll not be in Malaysia anymore. I will leave you all. How I wish to have my own life in Japan, my own house, car, ANYTHING! Travelling to all over the world. Do whatever I want. But I do not have that ability to do that. My parents never give pocket money to their children habits. So, see.. So I need a part time job to earn money! It makes me jealous when my friend was talking to my friends about money. They are rich. Their pocket money is up to rm100. I envy them. Can buy whatever they want. Eat whatever they want, everything!!! SIGH* Fine. I wish in my next future I'll be a richer as who they are.

Life is good when something nice comes to you.
Life is can be very bad/terrible when you did not work hard to get something you want.

"Work hard" is the only way to achieve something:)


I can do it. I will be fine. SPM is just like a shit, always remember my dreamssssss will come true one day.

peace.

こんばんわ！みどりで～す！




今日のみどり！いかがですか？


紫色が大好きなので、紫色の服を着て





窓外で見える、心でそう言った：ハァ～「涼介に会いたいなぁ」。




泣きたい時はやっと泣いちゃった。




「ヤッタ！」っていう、何が幸せなことを発生するの？

手紙？あたしからのファンレターを届くの？そして返事する？




楽勝～　何もしてない。さぁ！勉強に行こう～




キレイ～ＰＩＧＧ！





原宿が大大大好き！





みどり

Happy Add Maths Class:)

Well, just came back from add maths tuition class again. Though I don't really Lydia(L.C) to join our add maths class, but today was quite fun:) why? 1stly I do not know her much, 2nd i feel like teacher only pay attention to her and ignored me:( but slowly, if we talk and know each other better then the class will be very interesting. That's why i always loooove to attend this class although its only 3 of us in the class. haha.

3 of us took teacher's name card away. haha! As a commemorate. Last year liao mah. I like my add maths teacher! You're the best! The way he teach, the way he talk(funny), his cold joke and etc =)


love ya!

Arioka!

Happy 18th birthday to him. The most fashionable Daichan.(oh no, its ryo. haha) awww is already 18. Big brother. lol.

btw, i've already sent the fan letter to Johnny 3 days ago. Im afraid of the stamp problem. lmao. I hope he'll receives my letter soon. I waiting for his reply. oh my god, i scared that he don't reply me back. uuummm. No, he will. heehee!

Poupeegirl

poupeegirl

mama just mentioned that she watched the news on TVBS and saw these! Poupeegirl. Yeah I play these game too heehees :) well is bored anyway. but those osyare japanese love it like hell lol but by the way, why mama tells me this? ah forgot to ask lol. i'm curious. :P

Ｄｒｅａｍ ｏｆ ｙｏｕ

Ｒｅｃｅｎｔｌｙ　ｄｒｅａｍ　ｏｆ　ＪＵＭＰｗｗ. Haha maybe miss them too much. These dreams are awesome anyway. Yesterday dreamed Ryosuke+Kelvin(Eng Tao in my class), today dreamed HSJ all of them. LMAO. Kay, firstly, Ryo+Eng Tao. Oh my god so weird. I just noticed that Ryo combined with eng tao? hmmm 有沒有搞錯啊~ Kay, the height is comes from eng tao, then handsome face is from Ryo's face. But is still looks like eng tao and Ryo. combined lah. sweat. The fashionable is still from Ryo :) ｗｗAnd then the second dream is totally weird. zzzzz. I dreamed of Hikaru, Daichan and Ryo only. Not all of them ei. I can't describe the story lol. Daichan bites me. hahahaｗｗ. Aiks, i hate dream. which is not real and making people keep on thinking of that non-stop. but i love dream because can just dream what you want in your own dream. LOL LOL LOL my bad with my broken english. soooooory. LMAO don't know how should I say. hahaｗｗ And BTW! I HATE YOU GUYS! They pangseh me at school today! hey, hey hey! I'm not transparent ok?! You think you can't see me? U think ung ung didnt come then you all also can skip school?? hey! No way! You all are such a .....跟屁虫﹗People sick but not skip school okay?! Ishhhhhh!

真是討厭被人家利用﹗我真笨﹗我不會再當你的笨蛋﹗你也不要再把我當笨蛋﹗你和別人吵架是你家的事﹐你沒有朋友是你家的事﹐要去廁所你自己一個人去別煩我﹐我並不是很願意陪你去﹐你一天到晚只是在利用我罷了﹐我以後不會再那么笨到要做你的狗﹗一天到晚找事做﹐每天只知道GOSSIP﹐GOSSIP到傷到別人才抱歉的話﹐那世界上就不需要什么警察﹐“我錯了﹐對不起...”這樣就沒事的話﹐那這是哪門子的道理呢﹖替別人想一下﹐也要想想後果﹐真希望想你這種人永遠交不到朋友﹐反而是我的朋友變多了﹗這種不珍惜朋友的朋友﹐生存在這世界上也是一種浪費﹗別忘了﹐雖然你恨她們是和好了﹐但是在她們心中還是恨著你﹐只是一直給你機會﹐但是你卻沒有好好把握給你這么多次的機會﹐不曉得她們的火山﹐到底幾時才會爆發。我忍你比她們還久﹐而且還是跟你坐﹐所以﹐勸你﹐小心一點﹐A.S.Y.H......! 別以為我很好欺負。2年前的那件事﹐我記得比誰還清楚。

Btw, Lenny awww Lenny. Hope you'll be fine and come back to school soon. Miss you. haha. wanna listen to you to say about your NEWS again:) heehees^^ New Single Sakura Girl awwwww~!!

バンバレッツゴー

Holiday's over. School will start tomorrow. zzzz. Back to school again. Sienz. Tomorrow will give us back our test papers. Ouch! Scary. I hope it'll be fine :) Just think on the right way. I will be fine. You know what, I studied so hard till 4 in the morning. I can't be like, 白学. If like that, I will really hate that subject! LOL Cause no matter what I have done but the results is still like, awwww so bad. LMAO. Btw I'm sick. Don't know got go to school tomorrow or not. Maybe got gua. Almost fine now. Hish! I wanna STAY AT HOME!

Phew. Today's the last day for me to online. Um, actually if i want to on can ask mom but not everytime can be like that. only, maybe 2weeks on once or 1week on at least once. haha. pity me. I can't even know Johnny's news. Cham. I hate you, SPM! Go away! Hish. That's because the last day for me, so I keep on downloading those pictures and drama. heehees. But the drama is still downloading. Awww very slow:( Now watching Haruko Volley! Hey!Say!7 be the supporter and made a nice song! Ganbaretsugo~ Since the Haruko Volley is bored but I am just waiting for them. haha.

Today watched School Kakumei. So so funny! Especially Kasuga-san. Ryosuke really a good cooker. He looks...emm..how should say...? Concentrate while he's cooking. Wanna stand besides him and help him cook together, lol. I love cooking too:)

ガンバレッツゴーとても気に入りました。


いい歌ですね。聞いていると元気がでますよッ


スクール革命で歌って欲しいです。

今日のスク革で「ガンバレッツゴー」を披露すると思ったのに


まあ、ほっとけーよね。
いつか披露すると思います！

いつも楽しんで待っています


あとでは春高バレーがあるんだよねー。

ぜったい見てます！


あとは、春休みが終りましたよ～。

休みはなぜあんなに早い終ったのでしょう？


もっともっと休みが欲しい


そしてまた！病気はまだ回復していない！
あした学校行けないかも？


でも、成績は一体どうかなってホントに心配してる。
合格しなきゃ！

ガンバレッツゴ！

明日からスタート、オンラインことできませんでした！



勉強を続いてるから、オンラインってダメでした。
両親はそう言ちゃって。


もう～また自由がないよ！


学校は大変だったので、私もガンバレッツゴー！




皆、お大事に～。




緑～から