ひどいヤツ！クソッ！

Sorry I'm going to be rude. This morning was really pissed me off! Just went to Boulevard this morning but no place to park the car then papa parked the car opposite Boulevard, which means we need to cross the road. Before crossing the road we should make sure that there's no car then we cross the road. Because I'm together with my parents, so there's really no car then we just cross over the road. but then,  here's the car suddenly appeared in front of us, like very fast. even papa also didn't realized that. inside the car, the man is like a gangster? i don't know cuz i didn't he tiok his face. pai kia style. he said :" kia loh kua cia eh sai boh?" in hokkien. Wei! You're soooooooooooo rude! FUCK YOU! He said to papa i think. Hoh, if you're talking to me like this ha, I'm sure you will die! I hate this type of person. You try lah, you try to talk to me like this, I will staring at you with my big big eyes. those "fucking" words from many countries will comes out from my mouth. an zhua? ai shio pak hia? wa kio police la! You think this road you buy one hia? See people crossing the road why not letting them just finish cross the road? can you be patient sikit? what? what so busy? go hunting? or go pub in the morning? or go caught mouse so busy? chie, be careful ar you. don't later walk at the street and step on god feces. hmph!  Don't you know the rules? have you learn your moral? 
hmph. this is one of the shameful stuffs that keep happening in our countries. Oh please, I already get bored with these. keep on doing it non-stop. so what do u want actually? Killing people for fun? lepak-ing to earn money? if doing such things can earn money, then what for we need our own OCCUPATION?
people are doing such shameful stuffs that are related to the word JENAYAH.
who knows if the matter became worst in the future?
maybe from the number 2 , will be added 2 more zeros at the back?
do we want more innocents to be killed?
almost ev.day , one of the innocent people in kuching will suffer from losing their valuable stuffs.
the security in malaysia is getting worse & worse.
Teenagers lepak-ing at places such as riverside & so on are causing troubles.
Did the police did anything?
They will just say "balik rumah balik rumah".
Although those teenagers really did leave after the police asked 'em to.
But after 10 minutes, they're back again.
& those police dosen't go ronda everyday.
they like, ronda two months one time?
what kind of the police is that? lazy!

the end of april :(

Its almost the end of april. today's the last day la. owh so fast huh??!  Oh PC Fair has started by today till 2nd of may. hey, i'm going to buy a mp3. sheeeeesh, since i want a mp4 for so much. haish cuz of money, i can only buy mp3! Hmph! sheeeeesh as long as can use to play songssss enough already. I'm going to buy my OWN handphone too by the way. Its LG Lollipop! hmm still not confirm buy Lollipop GD580 or Lollipop 2. If lollipop 2 already sold in malaysia or available in malaysia i think i will buy. if not i'm going to buy lollipop gd580 lor :( sheeeeeeeeesh depends on how its going on laaa~ I just wanna get itttttttttt! owh~ no money no tok. Hafta wait. sheeeeeeeessh. Nedda part time job anyway. any idea? Teaching? aha! Not high class teacher, just kinder garden teacher or just primary school teacher lah. and! not teaching at school, its a tuition teacher. lmao. I hope so. Btw still long to think about it lah. heehees. hafta wait wait wait. i don't know how long do i need to wait. It seems like im going to wait for 100 years. omg. money money money, why why why? sheeeeeeeeeeessssssh.

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Having lecture at school just now. hmm lecture right? right? haha. From Taylor's College. mmm, I thought it'll be boring but its fun! The lecturer was so funny :) but argh, gonna refresh my brain. So many choices that what course should I take? hmmm design? hahaha but I can tell you that I'm not creative enough. haha.

What's college/university?

• no more SPOON FEEDING
• say BYE to school uniform
• self-discipline
• .................forgot already.

 hey hey hey! see! Dai chan's hair. oh my goddddddddddd.
seriously I don't really like it! Not suit him you know?
He finally dyed his hair. his hair grew longer. oh looks so old lah. haish.
I want the old Dai chan back!
haha maybe before they said that Dai chan totally did not change at all since when their debut.
hahaha but I loooove the old daichan lah!
His smile. Oh! KIRAKIRA!
Inoo chan, haha old old. because of his hair. lmao. the rest ok bah.

Ryosuke! heeheeeeeeeeeesssssssss!
totally fall in love with his photo that he carried a baby.
he looks like a father! so so sweeeeeeeeeeet!
and whose the wife?
I'd like to be his waifuuuuuu. hahaaaaa
Darling love love LMAOOOO
love ya anyway~

Life.

Sigh**** Life is terrible for me right now. I hate my lifestyle. hate hate hate. Especially this year. I have a lot of things to do. YEAH! Study! Oh man, I wish to get out of this age. Cannot tahan anymore. I hate study. I'm stressful. Everyday was thinking of the spm that will I pass pass passsssss? Will I? huh? Why do our parents are like, oh no is "loooove" to compare their children to others?? Right here, I'm a science class student, but I'm 5 science 6. what do you think of the number of six? Is it 6 means that science six's students are stupid, playful, crazy and etc, don't mix with those people who don't want study...? why do our parents need care the number of six so so much? what do u want to do with the number of 6 anyway?? For me, I have learned many things in this class. Thus, our class is better than other classes. We're hardworking though we are bit noisy in class and lazy but its true our class is the BEST! Their results aren't bad, even better than mine! They are strong okay?! But they wouldn't trust me. They only know that if you are behind them your class is like a shit, useless and etc... Seriously I have a lot of good memories in this class! Pissed me off, hish! The parents only know how to scold their children, but actually while the parents were insulting their children, actually the children is like bleeding. It hurts me a lot a lot!! They are really know nothing! Do you understand me? How do u think of my feeling?? Do you care about my feeling??? How do I feel if you keep on insulting me or my class like thattttttt? Do you want to try to being insult by your friend? Now is already April. And you don't even find tuition classes for me. Only BM tuition and add maths tuition classes. Do you think that's enough for me? Don't play play with spm. It will destroy my life! I don't want my life to be destroyed anyway. I have a bad results on my Bio, Chem and Physics. You don't have to complain on it. If you teach me and i still got a bad result, that one I'm sorry. But I learnt my Bio till very late, but I still can't pass bio. not only my class, science 2 until science 5 at least half of the students failed biology. yeah, its useless for me to say too much about it. cuz nobody will trust. sigh. I hate my life. How i wish that I'm a Millionaire. If I'm, surely I'll not be in Malaysia anymore. I will leave you all. How I wish to have my own life in Japan, my own house, car, ANYTHING! Travelling to all over the world. Do whatever I want. But I do not have that ability to do that. My parents never give pocket money to their children habits. So, see.. So I need a part time job to earn money! It makes me jealous when my friend was talking to my friends about money. They are rich. Their pocket money is up to rm100. I envy them. Can buy whatever they want. Eat whatever they want, everything!!! SIGH* Fine. I wish in my next future I'll be a richer as who they are.

Life is good when something nice comes to you.
Life is can be very bad/terrible when you did not work hard to get something you want.

"Work hard" is the only way to achieve something:)


I can do it. I will be fine. SPM is just like a shit, always remember my dreamssssss will come true one day.

peace.

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原宿が大大大好き！





みどり

Happy Add Maths Class:)

Well, just came back from add maths tuition class again. Though I don't really Lydia(L.C) to join our add maths class, but today was quite fun:) why? 1stly I do not know her much, 2nd i feel like teacher only pay attention to her and ignored me:( but slowly, if we talk and know each other better then the class will be very interesting. That's why i always loooove to attend this class although its only 3 of us in the class. haha.

3 of us took teacher's name card away. haha! As a commemorate. Last year liao mah. I like my add maths teacher! You're the best! The way he teach, the way he talk(funny), his cold joke and etc =)


love ya!

Arioka!

Happy 18th birthday to him. The most fashionable Daichan.(oh no, its ryo. haha) awww is already 18. Big brother. lol.

btw, i've already sent the fan letter to Johnny 3 days ago. Im afraid of the stamp problem. lmao. I hope he'll receives my letter soon. I waiting for his reply. oh my god, i scared that he don't reply me back. uuummm. No, he will. heehee!