What a horrible day. Grandma! What happen to you?
Shocked you know? After mama received a phone call straight away come.
We never know what is going to happen.
But my actual feeling is totally different to what is happened just now.
Everything is fine, everything is over, everything is okay now=)
mama cried. mama shout grandma very loud, to wake grandma up.
she shout till she cry. No, this isn't the first time I saw mama crying.
ah ma is going to be alright. no worries!
I will pray hard tomorrow. tomorrow's wesak day. =)
right now, mom and ah siang are now in hospital.
they will just overnight over there. take care of ah ma.
ah ma, you'll be healthy again like you are 20 years old.
super healthy. healthy to the max. 
I feels like wanna cry too. But I didn't cry. teehees.
This experience tells me many many things.
I wonder did grandma dreamt of anything when we keep on shouting on her.
It must be a Yes. Ah ma looked so painful. 
What a horrible, terrible day!! Stop it! Make your life comfortable.
Oh well, enough. I don't wanna mention about this anymore.
Let it just be bygones.


ANYWAY,


HAPPY HOLIDAYS, GUYS!




Well, sleep soon.

yeah.

hey. guess what. Finally finished my exam by today.
and what? Gotong-royong tomorrow? Don't hope I will go. Never.
Don't spoil my wonderful holiday! I need a break.
Gotong-royong you clean yourself. non of my business.
and yet tomorrow is Teacher's Day. haha also non of my business kay?
wth sponsor rm1 for teacher's day? do the whole school of the student celebrate it?
they only need our money. btw! eventually.. feels relieved =)
but damn tired sia, still lack of energy.

#nowplaying: your seed(instrument)
very nice. if you are just listen to the instrument of the song, its really nice
i love the erhu part! but i can't make it. how sad.
ever tried it before. but so long didn't touch my erhu dy.
i hope i still know how to play erhu.
btw my erhu broke dy. gonna buy the string to replace it.
omg. the erhu part damn nice! Ultra music power also damn nice man:)

back here. holiday ah. wonder will my friends give me a surprise on my birthday?
haha. Even if they won't but I really hope for some surprises from them.
haha. today got a  bday present from san yee. thank you.
I love the present you gave me:) thank you san yee.
I will appreciate it.

since tomorrow got gotong-royong + their chinese test,
they still plan to play badminton after school.
sigh. I think they forget me or what.
didn't invite me or even ask me:( how sad
lmao whatever lah. I can sleep till 11am hehees

20090522 . Sat

Damnnn tired sia. Got panda eyes dy.
I studied my maths till the next morning then straight away go to school sit for the exam.
This is not cool. I forced myself :3
I go and sleep when i get back home cuz later got tuition class again.
Only now ask pro mission to online. pity me.
and yet, my exam still have not finish yet.
Another 3 days to go, gonna tahan for another 3 dayssssss.
Thanks god its BM and English test on Monday.
if physics or biology, I think I'm going to study right now.
Can I have a break? Which is, umm travelling?
I just don't care. I must go for travelling.
actually not travelling. I wanna go KL. pooor me.
oh. Its so tired for being an owl. can say that I have not sleep for2-3 days
But I do take a nap :) I hope that my chemistry will be FINE
No problem right! But Add Mx is quite terrible. huh.
Paper2 is si beh kan koh lo. Paper1 also not easy lo.
After exam gonna concentrate on the law again.
Sien. 2010 is really a busy year. I hope next year I will be goyang kaki at home.
more relaxing, online, eat, watch, sleep, play, movies/shopping with friendssss.
oh yeah, so cool I saw Hey!Say!JUMP's news on TVB8 channel again.
teehees. Great. That is about HSJ new report of the concert.
how i wish that I could go there. sure. it will come true.
btw, who's birthday is coming soon? haha me and nino.
wow i wish that i can have a great birthday this year. Pleaseeeeeee =)

owh! off now. so tired!

最嫌。

今日はマジ最嫌だ。怒れた、泣いてた。
今日は国語のクラスに行きませんでした。

気分悪いのっ、アタシ！

一人で部屋の中で寝た。今、眠れませんよ。

ひどい、みんなってひどい


ちゃんと勉強するから、なんでだよ
マイガールの音楽を聴いてると涙がすぐ出ました。

ナミダが止まらない。


誰もいない、誰も私を信じていた。


もういいってば！



明日、姉ちゃんが戻ります。

は空港に行かないよ！


く～！明日から始まる、一人ぽっちになるんだ。
今夜姉ちゃんと一緒に寝ると最後の日です。

まぁ！もちろん人生中の最後じゃなくて！


来週の月曜日は歴史テストです！


一番キライです！
まだ勉強してないけど。

時間もないんけど、歴史を勉強すると時間が必要あるの！


今度の歴史も合格しないかも。



まぁ～明日だけ勉強します。


勉強しないも勉強しますとかどっか！

よろしくお願いします



合格お願いします



みどり

９日って何日？みんな、覚えてる？


涼介の誕生日でしたよ


うわっ！ ついに来たね、山田涼介の誕生日って。


今日は涼介の誕生日なんですけど、自分自身も、なんとなく嬉しくなったんだ。


嬉 しいですよ～。みんなもきっと、心で嬉しいよね？



アタシもいよいよ１７歳になるさ！


期待してる んだ☆



デ イァ涼介、



ハッピーバースデーデイァ涼介‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒★

すっげなぁぁ～。前の涼介はまだ子供 じゃん？（アタシも同じだったけど）

なんかもっと大人っぽいだね、涼介って。

カッコイイィですぅぅぅぅぅぅ

これからもガンバ レッツゴー！

何があったら、絶対諦めないよ！

涼介なら何でも出来るじゃん？絶対問題ないですよ～。

コン サートいつもお疲れ様でした！

行かないとか行きませんとかどっか、心で応援してるから。

初アルバムって本当におめでとー 期待してる！

あとは、あ～会い たいなぁ！いつ会えるかな～？

コンサートとき？街で歩いてあったとき？わかんない～。

やっぱ会いたい なぁぁぁぁ～出来るかもしれないよね（笑）

とにかく、お誕生日おめでとう！




涼介にやりたいこと はいっぱいだ。

でも、無理だと思うけど。


まあ！涼介くんのこと愛してるよ


さて！あ とはうちの母ちゃんの誕生日でした。

涼介と同じ誕生日 だぁぁ！


母ちゃん！いつもアタシのことを心配かけてごめんなさい。


学校は絶対に頑張ります。



母 ちゃん、お誕生日おめでとう


誕生日には何でも出来ないってごめん。




や・ま・だ！



最 後に、てってれてれーっててってってー♪かっとばせーや、ま、だ！









みどりより。

ひどいヤツ！クソッ！

Sorry I'm going to be rude. This morning was really pissed me off! Just went to Boulevard this morning but no place to park the car then papa parked the car opposite Boulevard, which means we need to cross the road. Before crossing the road we should make sure that there's no car then we cross the road. Because I'm together with my parents, so there's really no car then we just cross over the road. but then,  here's the car suddenly appeared in front of us, like very fast. even papa also didn't realized that. inside the car, the man is like a gangster? i don't know cuz i didn't he tiok his face. pai kia style. he said :" kia loh kua cia eh sai boh?" in hokkien. Wei! You're soooooooooooo rude! FUCK YOU! He said to papa i think. Hoh, if you're talking to me like this ha, I'm sure you will die! I hate this type of person. You try lah, you try to talk to me like this, I will staring at you with my big big eyes. those "fucking" words from many countries will comes out from my mouth. an zhua? ai shio pak hia? wa kio police la! You think this road you buy one hia? See people crossing the road why not letting them just finish cross the road? can you be patient sikit? what? what so busy? go hunting? or go pub in the morning? or go caught mouse so busy? chie, be careful ar you. don't later walk at the street and step on god feces. hmph!  Don't you know the rules? have you learn your moral? 
hmph. this is one of the shameful stuffs that keep happening in our countries. Oh please, I already get bored with these. keep on doing it non-stop. so what do u want actually? Killing people for fun? lepak-ing to earn money? if doing such things can earn money, then what for we need our own OCCUPATION?
people are doing such shameful stuffs that are related to the word JENAYAH.
who knows if the matter became worst in the future?
maybe from the number 2 , will be added 2 more zeros at the back?
do we want more innocents to be killed?
almost ev.day , one of the innocent people in kuching will suffer from losing their valuable stuffs.
the security in malaysia is getting worse & worse.
Teenagers lepak-ing at places such as riverside & so on are causing troubles.
Did the police did anything?
They will just say "balik rumah balik rumah".
Although those teenagers really did leave after the police asked 'em to.
But after 10 minutes, they're back again.
& those police dosen't go ronda everyday.
they like, ronda two months one time?
what kind of the police is that? lazy!