I hate goodbyes!:(

Hello. I miss blogger xD
Sigh. Going to say goodbye to Kuching, my family, and my Sumire nee-c!:(
Oh my! Cause I'm going to ns. WTF! Why why why?
Maybe it's owkay for me to go to ns if its like study in college then it's fine.
I scared that their bathroom is dirty and etc.
3 days left for me to enjoy life that no need to wash my own clothes,
eat, play, sleep and etc. This is my life!:)
I hope Sunday won't come that fast. Owh please??

Btw, 28th december was attending friend's dinner @Crown Square.
Oh come on! WTH are them? They are all from SMK Arang Road!
Still thinking why am I attending dinner from SMK Arang Rd?
Because Meng Howe invites me so I attend lo. What to do?
I still payed him Rm20. Haha. Since he say no need la paiseh ><;

Hmm. He said, someone knows me and he's here also blablablah.
And that guy is same table with us that I didn't know that?
He told me that, nehneh that guy lo, he said you're cute. :/
Hahahahahaha. I, I'm cute? That guy, Alex embarrassed man!xD
How cute:) Hmm, confession? Lmao xD
No wonder when they playing the video he was like, 没有脸见人! Hahas
I found his facebook profile. Should I add him??
But I feel like wanna add him but I don dare to do so. Lol

Haha. Btw Meng Howe sooooooo gentlemen you know?!
Maybe seeing other people take out their coat he also follow bah?
I told him that I'm not clold, but he still took out his coat for me.
Aawwwwww many others gals were looking at us. so paiseh
Hey guys, WE ARE NOT COUPLE. I'm his partner oni owkay?:)
Buuuuuut, Alex jealous? Wakakaka well I don't know :P

Although this is my first time to have dinner with them from arang rd,
but it's great to know that, I'm cuteee. hahahahhahahaha
Thanks for inviting me:) Ops wait?
Why Meng Howe wanna invite me hor?
I don't think that he has less girl's friends._.
Isit Alex? Lol just because same tuition centre with Meng Howe then..
But why he knows my name, my facebook profile, my school..?
He knows me, but I really don't know this guy bah?
Omg tell meeeeeeee. So curiossssss><;

やっぱ日本語で書くね。試験はもう終わったってものすごくうれしいけど。
いまは、まーた他のものを心配してんの。なんで？なんで私を選んだのか？
さっぱりわかんないし。兵士なんて好きな人と行きたい人もたくさんあるでしょ?!
私は行きたくないもん！そんなところって絶対嫌！！！わかんないの?
孤独よ。２ヶ月ならいける、でも３ヶ月って長いよ！長くない? やばくない?!
しかも!!!!!←　お正月ときも家に帰えない！うそ！初めてお正月祝わなかった 。
ひどーーーーーーっっっ！さ、寂しかった！クアラルンプルから買ったの
２枚の雑誌もちろん持っていくけど、２本だよ！ダメじゃん、一日中に終わるよ！
最低、最悪！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

加油!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

这位小姐。倒数16天了。已经倒数16天了为什么就是离不开电脑!!?
还不认真的话我真的会毁了我自己的人生!! 但是我真的不行。
要我学数学，国语，英语，道德或历史或许我还行但说到理科我真的没辙。
我没有把握考化学也就是Chemistry, Phyicis&Biology这些对我来说简直是地狱。
现在正迈向考试的前2，3个星期，我赶得完吗?我忘了一样东西，还有Add Maths!
我真是不明白为什么要考这些无聊透顶又笨的考试，Sijil Pelajaran MALAYSIA(SPM)!!!
搞什么屁啊？不就是跟平常普通的考试一样吗? 是谁教你说一定要合格才能进大学的?
吃饱没事做，你们太闲了...所以说马来西亚是最笨的国家。为什么我会生长在这种国家?
老天真是没长眼睛也没长脑袋(-_-;) 够了!! 我受够了! 我要快点滚去日本!!!!!!
不管结果会是怎么样，我绝对不会留在马来西亚。而且天气也是死不热的咯。
但我还是想说至少能及格就好。好弥补我以前没有做到的。有及格就好了啦。
对像我这种只有语文天份的人来说，理科能pass我就已经很高兴了。到时候连哭都来不及了!!
数学，国语，英语，道德，历史我想应该没有什么大问题。但历史还是有点担心!!
只有加油吧。我真的不想辜负所有曾经帮助过我的人。
我最喜欢的干姐姐，很为他感到光荣的Add Maths老师，PBK国语老师，生物理老师，
化学老师，和我同姓的数学老师，真的非常感谢你们。
我只能说尽全力考好。有慧说得很对。我也是很期待考试的到来。
想一想，一天考一科，每一天很快就过去，就只有熬这么一点时间考试就考完了。
一转眼就过去了。很有道理。最近都在听flumpool的「君に届け」，只要一听这首歌
就有活力而充满元气! 只要一听就会想东想西。想考完试的那一天我到底会怎样。
一点High到爆！一回家就立刻马上上网! 第1件事当我进来Twitter会做的事是post status啦!!
万岁终于考完人生中最笨的考试之类的(笑) 然后朋友就会来恭喜我，哈哈!!
我..我是不是想太多？都说了只要一听那首歌就会这样吗。flumpool太棒了！
我希望考试快快过，过了我就可以从早上到晚上。永远不会离开电脑。啊，享受。
一大堆戏正等着我看呢!!! 真的很多。我已经listed出来了。该看什么先呢??
有慧她们说考完试要去Damai?真的假的?我好期待哦。不知道去的了吗。每次都说说罢了。
 啊! 还有还有，JUMP又要出新歌咯! 好久没出新曲了非常期待。
问了凉介到底会是怎么样的一首歌。但他说不能透露。什么嘛.. 好歹给一点clue有什么关系。
反正迟早也要公布的。还是......其实你什么都不知道?? 果然!! 你是山寨版!? f^_^;
要不然你怎么会不知道。虽然你没说过你不知道但给人的感觉是因为你不知道才说不能说。
对吧?! 什么嘛，最好给我老实招来(>_<) 唉，言归正传!!
我希望可以实现我的梦想。将来的事真的很苦恼，懊恼。合格也就是我现在唯一的梦想。
第2，如果能够上日本的大学或学院我真的会高兴死!! 梦想多到数不清...
是谁说我不会怕，谁说我都不为自己的将来着想？这些我全都有做过。而且还很烦恼。
每个人都要烦恼和压力。你说我会没有吗? 我的烦恼&压力可多了。所以说你们还是不了解我
你们根本就不曾了解过你们的女儿在想什么!!! 悲哀，真的很悲哀。你们做人太失败了...
就说到这里，我真的很困。我还有很多话好说但真的太困了。
最后。我在等干姐的信还有替我祈求的护身符。真的非常感谢!!! 我很幸福，谢谢你！ 

感動.

こんばんぬ♪
なんか昨日...楽しいのに..

まー。私のために神社に行ってた。

これは近くの神社だよ。大阪で。いいやんか♪
私超感動だよ!! 合格祈願掛けた♪

御守りもゲットした。うれしいなっ！


テストの為に合格祈願絵馬掛けた。優しいもんね♪
それに私に手紙で送ったよね。優しいねっ??←それがみんながそう言ってたw

本当にやさしいよね??? んで届くのかな？
印紙とか。やっぱり心配だよ。

手紙も早く読みたいと思いますっ。

じゃあ届きますようにね。よろしくお願いします!!!

こんなに優しい姉ちゃんが初めてあったの。

姉ちゃん最高。本当に本当に感謝してます。
会いたいよ。すごく会いたいんです。 大好きww

そのくらい辛いんだね。

気持ちがよくわかってる。私は何もできなくて本当にごめん


助かったとか、本当にないよ。

そんなことないじゃん。私ずっと側にいるよ。

家族でしょ!? 支えになるからずっと応援してます!!!

メールしたよ。もう寝たよね。大変。ならよかった。
明日もきっと元気になれるから。

 てか明日は休みだよー印度人の新年ってこと^^; (汗)


ところでJUMPもまた変えたんだね。

顔とか髪。また新鮮感が出てるよ。




やっぱ天使みたいだね、涼介くんって。

一体なんであんなにかっこいいなの??


それが絶対理解できません... 好きだよ。




やっぱり会いたいよ。会えるの?


それに仲良くになろう。



違う。恋人かなっ!! (笑)

ただのそう願ってる..

IRIS nice ka?

Already read JUMPaper just now. Its Ryosuke's turn on JUMPaper.
Ya, he got mentioned that he is studying korean on Fb also.
Because he is watching IRIS recently..

「まだ見たことのない子は絶対にみてみぃー!!」って
言ってくれたけど。私も見ようかな(笑)
「ってかオレのJUMPaperも読んでみぃー!!」とかも言ってくれましたね。
私見てきたよ、涼ちゃん♪ 

MUAHAHA. Im waiting for my spm to finish then got alot of time
to watch all dramas that i havent watch.
including IRIS also? since he asked me to watch well ok
but korean drama always so long one.
japanese drama the shortest only 9 episodes.

終らないストーリーだな。

まーでも見るね。涼介くんがそう言ってるたから、
涼解ですっ!! とにかく韓国語の勉強頑張ってね☆
サランヘヨ、チェイルムンリョウスケ!!

I told him that chinese is much easier then korean btw(;^_^A
Hey its true bah. kanji all the same. pronunciation aslo almost the same bah

ところで本物？いやこれめっちゃ気になるんだけどさ。
きゃーウザイなo(_ _*)o 教えてよ、涼介のバカー(-_☆)
FacebookとかTwitter持つのはジャニの禁止だろう??
まーわかんない...。

24日のJUMPaper
『アニョハセヨ
(こんにちは)
チェイルムンリョウスケイムニダ
(私の名前は涼介です)
いきなりなんだ?
って思ったそこのあなた!!
涼介は今、韓国語を勉強してるんです(笑)
どのぐらい喋れるかって?
まだ自己紹介程度なのだぁー(笑)
他に近況報告は…
ねぇな…(笑)
1ヶ月前に、おれが仕事から戻って家に帰ったら家族が増えてたパターンです(笑)
名付けて!!
｢家に帰ったら家族が増えてたよパターン｣
まんまやないか!!(笑)
……(笑)
今日のおれ、なんか書いてる事がフワフワしてるな(笑)
まぁこんな時もあるさ(笑)
じゃまた♪
皆…?
チグムタンジャンポゴジポヨ…
………
(いますぐ会いたい…)
(笑)』

以上です。
普通は｢私も涼介に会いたい!!｣だよね!!(笑)
いや、私も涼介に会いたいけどさ…
自分のことを"涼介"呼びね～♪
普段からそう呼んでたら嫌だけど…(笑)
たまに冗談で言うのは可愛いよね♪

最低

最近、めっちゃ大変だね。
テストもう終ったし、次のテストまで残り32日。
緊張だよね。怖いだよね。
みんなカウントダウンしてるよ。

なんかその日が来ないでよ。

今年、人生中ですごく大事なテストなんだから、
みどりは頑張らなきゃ。
合格出来なかったら、
自分の人生の将来に影響を与える。




大人よく言う「勉強しない」が最近身に染みてる。
遊びは大人になったらナンボでもできるから、
今こそ勉強しなさい。




でもみどりはアホだからな。
勉強してもわかんない。




みんな高得点を取ったのは実は
他の友達のアンサーをコピーしたのっっっ！
これはね。一生厳命で頑張ったの私にとっては
不公平だろう!!!! ひどいじゃん!!!!!
ホンマのテストなら、って来月のテストなら
そんなことをしったら、
犯罪かな？失格でしょう？




だから言うったんじゃん。
この世界めーっちゃ不公平ですよね。
最低だっ。もう、やめた方が良いよね？


今日、道徳って教科無事に合格だよっ。
めっちゃうれしい。まあ簡単なんだからね。
アンサーをコピーした友達は〇点ゲットしたよ。
あ、泣ちゃったよね。なんかあの時の私はすっごくうれしい。


だって当たり前でしょ?
その時の気持ちすごくうれしいんだよ。




そういえば数学アホです。
ギリギリパスだよ。
良かったじゃない、悲しいだよ。
数学はやっぱダメ。


んでウチの友達強いんだ。
100点ゲットしましたっ！
スゴーーイ。上手です(_ _。)






どうしよう？
試験まであと一ヶ月くらいだよね。
自分ってそんなにがんばってないのかな？
そんなに自分はダメな人間か?
自分はそんなに認められてないのか？


頑張って！って言葉は無責任だから言うなよ。
頑張っても無理だなー。




もーお。寝ろー
おやすみ。

Hello.

2 more days left my trial spm exam will be over soon.
Whatever. Cause got trial exam or not also remain the same one la.
But I already tried my best on my BM and English
Hopefully I can get better result than last time
Add Maths, Biology, Chemistry and Physics no hope liao
Hmph don't hope to get at least a D or C.
Cause really no hope dy. I won't aspect any C or D
WATEVER! Fail jiu fail. lai ba.
Today history. I wonder. will i pass sejarah?
I write so many on my essay. but its looks like ...
saying nonsense. sweat. how many marks will i get hor
2 more papers to go. Moral and maths.
Moral moral. kill me. Gonna memorize 36 nilai murni
Lai ba.

Recently chatting with Sumire. She's nice.大阪人来的。
so kind. btw i got watch today's ms yo.
NYC appearing ms. new single's dance step so so cute woi.
Ryosuke love love.
Can't wait to see the PV liao. sad

やっほ♪　
こんにちご


ご覧ください。（笑）






普通だったけどな。

これ、姉ちゃんと一緒に撮ったのﾍ(ﾟ∀ﾟ*)ﾉ


懐かしいなこれ。

子供頃の楽しい時間って


中秋節かな？


昨日も月見れないじゃん。


来年も楽しもう

デビュー３周年

おめでとうございます



この3年辛かったと
思います。
この３年間っていうのは、
辛かったですよね。
色んなことを挑戦したJUMP。
舞台とか、ラジオとか、ドラマ、コンサート
そしてアルバムと曲の作詞作曲!!!
色んな新鮮なJUMPを見たんだ
皆さんは本当に成長してるんだ。


最近も雑誌見たんだけど、
髪変わったよね。
藪くんイケメンな髪は黒に戻った。
伊野尾ちゃんもデビュー当時の髪に戻ったな。
めっちゃかっこいいです


忘れないでよかった
すみれのお陰で今日はJUMPの結日３周年
覚えちゃった。
今日は数学必死に勉強 したから、
気ついてないからすいません(｡＞0＜｡)

ケーキ買ってないんだ。
お祝いできなかったので、悲しいです。
だって今日は出かけなかったからダメなんだ。
え？やっぱ来年かな!? 遅いのよΣ(･ω･;|||
ま、ダメだったら来年でいいよね？
忙しい過ぎて、来年お祝いもできる？
来年も忙しくなるかな....
４周年だ。

今年のJUMPもキラキラにしてるんだ
JUMPでよかった
ファンとして本当に嬉しいよ。

これからもよろしく～ぅ


すみれちゃん。
ケーキありがとう。感謝です
お祝いしましょうね




そういえば明日は中秋節だよ。
みんなもお祝い出来るの？
ハッピー中秋です
明日の月も大きいかな？
楽しみだ



みどり

死了算了

死不倒霉。为什么什么东西都冲着我来?
不是读书就是考试。现在又搞心花样..。
为什么要冒这个险当什么兵!!
不但要面对讨厌的考试，烦恼，
哪来的美国时间去思考将来的事？
但如今，当兵已成为了我的负担
我承受不起...每当睡前都会慰问自己...
要是不是我那舒服的床，柔软的枕头，
陌生又阴森的房间，没有他与我相伴，
我，是否睡得着？我是否住得习惯？
我也不晓得是住在什么样的地方，
只怕真的住在森林里。但万一走失了该怎么办？
老天有眼有耳，难道他不知道想要当兵的人多的是，
为什么非要我不可？或许是我调皮吧。
3个月不能上网，我真的不能活了。
这3个月真的会狂想他们。
有关他们的消息也没办法知道。
跟不要说电话。1个月里大约4个星期，我想...
能够和家人联络也只用5到6次吧。
怎么会那么严。我真的是白白浪费了3个月做那么无畏的事
好凄凉阿....。
不管在怎么哭，泪再怎么滴，就在不会改变了是吧
我希望他们可以修改时间。
3个月变成只要1个月就好。
喔，不行吗? 那就2个月就好。
因为3个月真的会要了我的命!!!!!!!!!

帰宅♪♪♪

前週日曜日の日記更新


スク革は少しだけで観てきた。
12時ぐらいにお出かけた。残念...
本日は退屈な日曜日だったよ。最低...。


てかさ。またＭステについて話。
Ｍステは本当に本当に最高になりました♪♪♪
毎回のＭステはそう言ったですけれども...
今回の公演は本当に超最高

前回のより、アルバムのスペシャルメドレー最高です(≧▽≦)
みんなやったじゃーん？Dreamerって１番最高
DreamerかInfinityかすまいるそんぐか真紅...!
どっちのダンスも好き!!
みんなの魅力見てきたよっ


特にDreamer歌っての涼介くんだっ。
ステージ上の魅力を感じたよ!!カッコイイ過ぎる（●´◇｀●）
みんなは楽しそうな笑顔だった
最後もSUMMARY歌ったよ念ッ？
だってSUMMARYコンサートはいよいよ始まるだねっ
来週は初日から、ぜひ頑張ってください('-'*)(,_,*)('-'*)(,_,*)
私行きませんけど、いつも心から応援してまーす。
だから、みんな頑張って


あと...
紀伊国屋に行ったんですけど...
もちろん約束したんじゃない？そこに行ったら、
雑誌を絶対買うってことなんですけどね(笑)
買ったよッ! Wink UpとPOTATOでございまーす。
１番安いのはPOTATOだよ。
だって2号の雑誌、ちょっと古いからさ。
WINK UPの雑誌高いよっ！
これを買ってために、既にアウトオブザマネー
そうなんですけどさ、ポスター全部4個入り。
すっごく嬉しんだよっ
はーい! 満足です。ありがとー
また行ってみまーす


ってかさ、KLトリップはものすごく大変ですよ。
毎日毎日足で行って、LRTとかバスとか乗ってくれてのは大変!
長距離ですから。でもLRT乗ってのは楽しいと思う。(笑)
とりあえず、トリップはどんなに大変でも、どんなに疲れたでも
また行きたいと思います1
次の卒業式は家族全員と一緒に行くかな？
宜しくでーす♪♪♪


あっ、あと。
あのときのTシャツ買ってないのは残念!!!!!
緑色だよっ！ちょー素敵 (T___T)
なんでアタシはあんなにバカなのよ!?
ホントに買ってほしいです....
後悔です...........




以上

みどりでした

Whee

Owh he-llo! Long time didn't update blogger ki. miss eu. hahas
mm happy? Cause I am going to KL very soon! Wahooo~
Actually is attending sister's convocation. but will visit KL too.
which mean shopping? I definitely going to hunt for JE Stuffs!
but when I go check for the prices, wah! that expensive man!
how much actually it cost huh? if more than rm30 I really can't buy!
can only buy 1 mags only! so bad la. 
And I scared that the mags I want already sold out!
Nooooo! and the most expensive mags is MYOJO! Booo
How I wish I could get MYOJO instead of other magazine like POPOLO etc
Don't be like that leh. if too expensive then I really can only buy 1 only!
hisssh! I hope I won't back to Kuching with nothing lo.
I must get JUMP's mags! And big size of the poster in it 
which can cover the wall of my ROOM! YEAH! ROCKS!
TOO BAD! As summer is coming, I can't even go to BON ODORI!
You know?! The day attend convo is the same day of obon!
Suddenly come to KL and there's chance for me to go!
why not going!? How I wish to enjoy and join them sia... poor me.
Hmph! Nevermind! I have RAMEN! And secret recipe don't forget!
Countdown for 4 days! woah! so fast already! 
since when I'm waiting for it, its still got 20 more days left.
oh mai gaaaa, really can't wait liao la! JE! JE! JE!
Then go shop hunt for dresses etc! heeheeeheheheess nice one♪
aisi, 3 days for add maths tuitions! tired. 
Damn Mr. Ang! Mr. Doraemon's fault! how come today only 1 hrs?
Coming for tuition and no teacher was coming? and yet finally..
less than 1 hours the class was finished. wei, 1 day for RM2, sir.
Gimme back my money i tell you. very clever hor, know how to say nia.
"PLEASE COME TO THE TUITION CLASS ON SATURDAY AH!
ONLY OUR SCHOOL HAVE THIS TUITION CLASS, JUST FOR YOU
OTHER SCHOOLS THEY DON'T DO THAT
THAT'S WHY OUR SCHOOL ALWAYS THE BEST....."
I tell you, kanasai! Only that Gladys clever nia ma, other useless
SUNDAY! Tomorrow got add maths replacement.
Replace for next friday's class cause that day I will be in KL.
muahahahaha. Meng howe ar Meng Howe, call me don't put u aeroplane!?
But why you always pangseh me? Yesterday im also alone!! Not fair!
Ish, if i'm coming to friday class, sure I won't replace the class.
let you alone. Lonely, I am Mr. lonely~♪
Cause of tomorrow's replacement, I can't watch SCHOOL KAUMEI!!!
Gyaaaawaaa! I wonder what song will 3 of them sing! 
Hmph! I hate you! haish, very soi. 11.30 finished, back home almost 45 liao la.
sienzzzzzz. by the way..
yesh, took many many photo! Woots! Genting Highland!
Yea yea coming! so so excited! 
Oh yeah, Happy Tanabata. 
and congrats for the JUMP NO.1
so so touching! no need say thank you, the one who say thanks ish me. haha
thanks for the great album for me, really appreciate it!
Nice album for ever. Waiting for JUMP NO.2 kay?
Love you guys. Don't lose.
cause more than 50% in Malaysia have too many Kpop fans.
before Jpop was very very famous. but then there's DBSK, Bigbang, ss501 etc
they destroyed Jpop! so damn youuuu! I don't think they good in singing, acting and etc
But if DBSK, Ft Island, I agreed that they are great.
great in singing and dancing EXCEPT acting. :P Btw I support Xiah yo.
haiish, now? Beast lor, ZE:a... with weird group name. sigh.
why KPOP so famous nowadays? Of course their faces can attract those stupid fans mah.
mana handsome? tell meeeeeeeee!! maybe for them is handsome, then? great singer & dancer?
not really. Unlike JE! JE all powerful, see JUMP already started writing lyrics for their own album!
I feel proud for them :) GOOD JOB!


Oops, my bad! Anything wrong? muahahaha!
C ya!!!

these got meaning one since when I heard it from haruka chan.
AI-shi-te-ru! See that!? They are even a creative boy!!!

Why does google hate Ryosuke?

I just found this from a site. this is cool. amazing. interesting.
lmao and i really can't believe it. why?
You know, Google’s suggestion feature. 
As you type in a seach term into the search box Google,
 tries to guess what you might be looking for and 
gives you more or less relevant suggestions, 
based on searches other people have done in the past.
After reading the post, I've been doing that for the names of all Hey!Say!JUMP members
and Google has suggestions for all of them except Ryosuke. Isn’t that weird? 
You’d think that with him being the most popular member people
would do a lot of searches on him and that Google would come up with 
at least some suggestions. But no. Nothing. 
Lots of suggestions for all the other members, but nothing for Yamada Ryosuke.
Then I also went to Google.co.jp and did the same thing using their kanji names, 
and it turns out that Google Japan doesn’t hate Ryosuke.
 But Google Japan seems to hate Hikaru instead. 
Again lots of suggestions for all members, but not a single one forHikaru. 
And there’s another major difference between the results fromGoogle.com 
and Google.co.jp: for every single member the first suggestion Google Japan 
comes up with is 彼女. Girlfriend. Whereas,
foreign fans seem to be more preoccupied with scandals.
Go figure :D

I passed my Law!

20100616

Phew, finally. I've passed my law theory today!

Wonder what!? I thought that it was very hard that why someone

can failed the test with 41 over 50? and the passing mark is 42!

well I just got one question WRONG! I was shocked!

Ung also 49 correct! Wahoo. Before taking test,

we sms-ing discussing how nervous we are.

she said more nervous than having PMR.

That's right! Cause we paid fee for the test not cheap for sitting the test u know!?

If failed will get scolded by our parents! Of course will scare.

And I was like Last Minutes again.

Study on last minutes, the yellow book contain 500 questions!

I just finished 180 questions like that.

That day before test, I got tuition at night.

Can't absent! Chemistry, sienz hhooaaamm.

Friend not coming, someone sit on my sea, tI sit with a stranger, 

totally can't concentrate at the class whole night.

worrying about tomorrow test...

I finished the exercise about 4-5 in the morning.

then I just went online. lol around 5.30 just went to the bed zzz.

you know, most of the questions are common sense.

Then after we reached the place for taking the test,

wah! super kin teo lor. The most nervous is when it was our turn.

I came in and find my seat no.8 as well.

"wow, so far away from the door and my friend, is it okay?"

lol scaring for hmm bad luck? haha

even when I type my I.C number, my heart beat so fast.

then come to the first part of the question. easy.

then the real test! Omg got limit time!? 

Ung, your fault. You said no limit! -_-

I really read the question carefully than I doing the test at school. lol

heart beat so so fast. si beh fast. really kin teo.

I used 25 minutes to finish my test. something like that.

then I scroll back the question one by one to check.

which is I never done at school during exam. lol not often. hees

the end. I give up, cause I think it should be alright then just click

"Tamat..." after that the result comes out.

Shocked. "what!? 42 over 50?! Alright at least I passed."

then I up there from that, "Markah Keseluruhan: 49/50"

Shocked again, I can not confirm which is my real mark.

then I know, I PASSED! actually not a big deal but I just made it like a big deal. lol
Sweat! Actually is that easy only!!

Great, then the next thing will be learn to drive car!

before that still bengkel stuff blabla. -_- 6 hours!

hey, you still want to skip is it? Don't! Go and listen.

at least go listen cause you already paid it! not cheap kay?

no, it should be you're rich-_-

anyway, school is gonna reopen again

another thing to be worried again.

TEST! I'm still not ready anyways.

I know, I know I'll still failed those important subjectS.

and I still need to face to my friends at school

totally sien. i don't want to see their faces!

cause you know I'm always alone at school. pity me.

seeing their faces is really really sienz.

the way they talk, the way they laugh, EVERYTHING!

I don't want to see their faces anymore!

I'll be happy to graduate as soon as possible!

2010 July Myojo

Focus on July Myojo I've read.
so touching man. its about his timeline.
seems like Ryosuke has planned everything for his lifetime.
he will get his driver’s license when he reach 18!
haha me too. he's really turn mature already.
yeah right, I want to graduate high school quickly too.
I’m not that good at studying anyways (laughs)
and then come to marriage again. will get married when reach to 30?
isn't that's too late? for me, around 26-28 is the proper time to get married.
haha if Ryosuke says he wants  to get married at that age I will listen to him :3
I was touched when he said about marriage and his child his own family.
well, I am the part of his family too?:3
to meet him, well.. isn't that hard right? lol
he's CUTE!
"I want to build a house with at least one Japanese-style room in it! 
I want to live in a one-floor house. I plan to live in that house forever, 
so if we make it two floored, it’ll be a pain to go up and down the stairs when we’re older (laughs)."
good idea Ryosuke. he's really really cute.
Go to Dubai for the honeymoon. Hmm I don't have any impression about Dubai.
only know there's a tall tall building with weird name. that's it. lmao
well if he wants to go to Dubai for honeymoon I will listen to him too.
Will give some advice or suggestion to another countries too.
Oh Paris I love Paris too. Paris is so romantic. Go to PARIS for honeymoon is not bad too.
Love ya.


Really enjoy it. but if i read on the real myojo and full with his pictures that would be nice.


やっぱ涼介くんのことが好きだったよっ。

letter to china

The connection so bad recently. ADSL got light still not working.
and i keep on waiting for it by watching drama that i've downloaded.
so so bored. if not raining the connection also LOW! what the hell with the signal?
what's wrong?? pissed me off.
Uhh wanna watch NHK BS 2 but don't know where can i dl and watch online.
don't know where to watch nhk cause i want to watch SHOUNEN CLUB!!
like keyhole tv. keyhole is good but just not HD nor HQ.
sometimes can't connect the servers..etc
but as long as there's BUNKA radio and those channels.
but too bad no nhk. boo.
owh forget about that. i almost give up.
keep on downloading and uninstalling those softwares.
then ended up like not functioning at all.
wasting my time! Sheeeeeesh. Still, Keyhole tv is the best.

btw, I helped mama write a letter to ah ma's brother in china.
wow. of course i'm just re-write what mama have wrote only.(laugh)
I hope. I hope he will reply back.
I am sure ah ma miss him so so much!!
Please! btw so envy that they are going to china.
i wanna go too since china is not in my list of my top fav. countries.

20100602●Wed

Movie day! Went to tHe Spring again with friends. Yes, we watched movie.
what movie? The Prince of Persia! Not bad though! Nice one.
I though that they book for the ticket of sherk. mana tau, that movie.
I don't like this kind of movie. like fighting here and there.
at first that movie was kinda blur. but slowly more interesting.
Dastan handsome one. haha. not bad. The princess also prettyyyy♪
oh by the way, I met some new friends. they are Ung's friends.
nice to know them. ahaha.
hmmm. actually they said wanna sing k one. but, cuz of holiday.
Hari Gawai so the karaoke fee too expensive plus I called papa to pick us dy.
Papa's on the way so. haha sing next time la. sure will back to Spring again.
ohya, went to speedy too. Gosh, I can't find any of Ryosuke's drama!
Cham. But I saw Nakayuma's drama →Akuma no Koi is it?
oh not interested anyway of course not buying!
Grrrrrrrr I saw EXILE's CD! Wanna buy. Grrrr! Forgot how much.
Around RM49 I think? Haish just wanna get it.

Next thing, that's really really made me mad.
You know? My friend's brother's gf. She's so sssoooo rude man!
I still remember when my first time I meet her.
In my opinion she's such a quite person, kind person or whatever!
But this person on Facebook really opposite one.
This isn't her. I was thinking, hmm is that her? Omoo, yao mo gao cou ah?
I can't believe. Well, you wanna know? She scolded me or whatever lah.
First, I wrote something to C.D's profile, about mp3 thingy.
then she cak shu joined our conversation. (ke po-_-)
then i dunno how, she became mad.
then then she just beh song me la. then I also dun want say too much to her.
I don't like to fuss with her. so i don't care about her.
C.D said she jiak chou.←吃醋
wtf. you think who you are? 耍什么小姐脾氣﹖你以為你誰啊﹖
別忘了﹐你們還沒認識之前我可是每次跟他保持聯絡的﹗
你﹖才交往多久啊你﹖第一次見面﹐跟現在的你﹐簡直是判若兩人﹗
原來﹐這才是你的真面目啊﹖真搞不懂他為什么會看上你這種沒品味的女人。
Stupiak. 我氣還沒消呢。對不起﹐都是騙你的﹐其實我不喜歡你女朋友。
虧我還跑去add你﹐你竟然IGNORE我﹗
Fine! IGNORE我又不會少掉一塊肉﹗我朋友多的是﹗
莫名其妙討厭人。你幾歲了﹐還討厭來討厭去的。
這種事只有小學生會做的事。
還好我讓你﹐我才不要跟你吵﹐我才不想跟你這種人斤斤計較﹗
看到了吧﹖小的讓大的。只不過是個小事﹐何必搞到這樣﹖
你有沒有腦﹖﹗怎麼還幹那么幼稚的事情啊﹖收手吧你﹗
無理取鬧﹗討厭人沒講理﹗無恥﹗卑鄙﹗
滾吧﹗還好意思住在人家家裡﹐才交往多久﹐你有那個資格嗎﹖
那么親啊﹖呸﹗有沒有搞錯啊你這只魔女﹗
Alright. No need to say too much. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

What a horrible day. Grandma! What happen to you?
Shocked you know? After mama received a phone call straight away come.
We never know what is going to happen.
But my actual feeling is totally different to what is happened just now.
Everything is fine, everything is over, everything is okay now=)
mama cried. mama shout grandma very loud, to wake grandma up.
she shout till she cry. No, this isn't the first time I saw mama crying.
ah ma is going to be alright. no worries!
I will pray hard tomorrow. tomorrow's wesak day. =)
right now, mom and ah siang are now in hospital.
they will just overnight over there. take care of ah ma.
ah ma, you'll be healthy again like you are 20 years old.
super healthy. healthy to the max. 
I feels like wanna cry too. But I didn't cry. teehees.
This experience tells me many many things.
I wonder did grandma dreamt of anything when we keep on shouting on her.
It must be a Yes. Ah ma looked so painful. 
What a horrible, terrible day!! Stop it! Make your life comfortable.
Oh well, enough. I don't wanna mention about this anymore.
Let it just be bygones.


ANYWAY,


HAPPY HOLIDAYS, GUYS!




Well, sleep soon.

yeah.

hey. guess what. Finally finished my exam by today.
and what? Gotong-royong tomorrow? Don't hope I will go. Never.
Don't spoil my wonderful holiday! I need a break.
Gotong-royong you clean yourself. non of my business.
and yet tomorrow is Teacher's Day. haha also non of my business kay?
wth sponsor rm1 for teacher's day? do the whole school of the student celebrate it?
they only need our money. btw! eventually.. feels relieved =)
but damn tired sia, still lack of energy.

#nowplaying: your seed(instrument)
very nice. if you are just listen to the instrument of the song, its really nice
i love the erhu part! but i can't make it. how sad.
ever tried it before. but so long didn't touch my erhu dy.
i hope i still know how to play erhu.
btw my erhu broke dy. gonna buy the string to replace it.
omg. the erhu part damn nice! Ultra music power also damn nice man:)

back here. holiday ah. wonder will my friends give me a surprise on my birthday?
haha. Even if they won't but I really hope for some surprises from them.
haha. today got a  bday present from san yee. thank you.
I love the present you gave me:) thank you san yee.
I will appreciate it.

since tomorrow got gotong-royong + their chinese test,
they still plan to play badminton after school.
sigh. I think they forget me or what.
didn't invite me or even ask me:( how sad
lmao whatever lah. I can sleep till 11am hehees

20090522 . Sat

Damnnn tired sia. Got panda eyes dy.
I studied my maths till the next morning then straight away go to school sit for the exam.
This is not cool. I forced myself :3
I go and sleep when i get back home cuz later got tuition class again.
Only now ask pro mission to online. pity me.
and yet, my exam still have not finish yet.
Another 3 days to go, gonna tahan for another 3 dayssssss.
Thanks god its BM and English test on Monday.
if physics or biology, I think I'm going to study right now.
Can I have a break? Which is, umm travelling?
I just don't care. I must go for travelling.
actually not travelling. I wanna go KL. pooor me.
oh. Its so tired for being an owl. can say that I have not sleep for2-3 days
But I do take a nap :) I hope that my chemistry will be FINE
No problem right! But Add Mx is quite terrible. huh.
Paper2 is si beh kan koh lo. Paper1 also not easy lo.
After exam gonna concentrate on the law again.
Sien. 2010 is really a busy year. I hope next year I will be goyang kaki at home.
more relaxing, online, eat, watch, sleep, play, movies/shopping with friendssss.
oh yeah, so cool I saw Hey!Say!JUMP's news on TVB8 channel again.
teehees. Great. That is about HSJ new report of the concert.
how i wish that I could go there. sure. it will come true.
btw, who's birthday is coming soon? haha me and nino.
wow i wish that i can have a great birthday this year. Pleaseeeeeee =)

owh! off now. so tired!

最嫌。

今日はマジ最嫌だ。怒れた、泣いてた。
今日は国語のクラスに行きませんでした。

気分悪いのっ、アタシ！

一人で部屋の中で寝た。今、眠れませんよ。

ひどい、みんなってひどい


ちゃんと勉強するから、なんでだよ
マイガールの音楽を聴いてると涙がすぐ出ました。

ナミダが止まらない。


誰もいない、誰も私を信じていた。


もういいってば！



明日、姉ちゃんが戻ります。

は空港に行かないよ！


く～！明日から始まる、一人ぽっちになるんだ。
今夜姉ちゃんと一緒に寝ると最後の日です。

まぁ！もちろん人生中の最後じゃなくて！


来週の月曜日は歴史テストです！


一番キライです！
まだ勉強してないけど。

時間もないんけど、歴史を勉強すると時間が必要あるの！


今度の歴史も合格しないかも。



まぁ～明日だけ勉強します。


勉強しないも勉強しますとかどっか！

よろしくお願いします



合格お願いします



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